grattitude for those who close to me…

this few days i learn…all this while i am a short tempered person…i am volatile.. i am so defensive…i am a very serious person…i look things from an angel and only…i will strike when i’m hurt…i will break when i’m sad…i will leave my world when i’m stucked…and most of the time..people will only see my anger…only see my sadness..i think i am obvious….people can read…but this is just me..just who i am…and now..i want to change…i will be lying if i said for instant…i won’t promise…because people don’t change over a night…me too..

i still want people to read me..especially those who close to me… i still want people to understand me…but i want to understand them too..if i want good things happen to me..i have to make good things happen to others too..if i want to change what people think about me, i have to change mine towards them….i’m not perfect..i’m not so good…i realize it and want to make a different…

to my parents(mak, abah)..u won’t regret a single hope you put on me…you’ll always be in my mind and heart..for your love is unconditional…

to my sisters and brothers(along, kak cah, achom, o’oh, ebot, uda, mahathir)…growing up with u…is one of the thing that i am really grateful for…i learn to dress, to speak, to act, to live my life from you…we are all different, yet we are all the same…for we share the same love from mak and abah…..

to my darling(muhammad faiz hilmi hamdan)…thanks for trusting me for your love is what makes my world ORANGE again…and you makes my heart sings again for you are the music of my heart….i love you DADY…

to my best friend (azie zainal alam, hisyam alewi) thanks for the moment we share..thanks for making us united, thanks for allowing me to reflect my self, i see myself grow when i looked at you….thanks GUYS!!

to my friends(madiha muhammad, amiza muhammed noor,zulaikha jamil, zaida zain)…thanks for accepting me, my life,and my attitude…and i am really thankful that u can make me open my eyes without hurting my feelings..